So my father hasn't ordered the new camera yet. My birthday was the 17th. He says he will order it this week, so hopefully I will get started on my project sometime soon.

I still need to get myself into school. The more I think about it, the more I want to go away... North Carolina seems really really appealing right now. I'd be coming to NY for breaks though. I just feel that starting fresh, making new friends, and being on my own would be amazing. I know my way around Wilmington pretty well already.. New surroundings would do good things for me.

screw that other idea, i just came up with the best idea ever. but im going to need a lot of models. i dont know whether i want to wait until after my birthday to do this though. cause hopefully then i will have a brand new amazing camera. ive got to recruit people. so far ive got my boyfriend to help out and my best friend to model. ima still need A LOT more people. hahah. EEK im so excited :]

So lately I've been wanting to bake and cook things and have come up with a lot of creative ideas for food and arranging it and whatnot. So I think that if I can get my hands on some brownie mix, cake mix, and a lot of other things I'll be adding pictures of my delicious creations here on deviantART. What you think about that?

I dont know... Ive been adding a lot of pictures of myself recently. And there will probably be more(once i get a new camera or charge batteries for my sisters).
I guess you can say Im starting to see the beauty in myself? I hate that deformed image girls can get... mine is slowly fading and Im starting to see myself as beautiful. Good right? I hope so.
So really, I dont care about what you think of my looks. I like my face. My innocent face that people say I have. hahah.
Confidence slowly building back up? yeah.. i think so :]

Things seem to be turning around maybe?
I dont know, Ive just been in a really good mood the past few days :]

Anyways, I stole my sisters old camera.. hahah. So because of that, I'm hoping to take plenty of new pictures and upload them. Ive got loads of ideas. Photography is something I definitely enjoy and I feel complete when theres a camera in my hands. So now Im really happyyyyy.